Untold Untruths

I feel somewhat sickly everytime I see the Cosmotots forums now. I never ever seem to have anything to say, and when I do try, nobody pays much attention. I feel small, insignificant and worst of all, stupid. It's like my worst nightmare is coming to pass. It's becoming more and more desperately apparent that Sir is realising that there is very little of that which he thought he saw in me. I hate it. It's like this whole insecurity/inferiority complex thing is surging to the surface again. And worse, the feeling of impending stupidity is upon me again. I suck at addmath, and I seem to suck at "thinkership". Yet there so many things about me that point out otherwise... I don't know. This is all very distressing. Perhaps if I were just born stupid to begin with I wouldn't have this problem.